Coincidence...

Coincidence= accidently happen.......
most things happen in my life...seem 80% of it was...coincidence......
I never thought things 'like that or like this' happen....it just did...sometimes it make u sad....it make u happy... often confuse...often wondering....its like dejavu in some ways to any link of other people life....
I would say i like and i don't like coincidence...too many of that is shocking me...in many different conclusion of course...like i said before...
Sad.......it does sad that living.....and seeing...people of whom i love...gone with lot of fighting in her life...what a coincidence i have the experience of losing someone...who one of the closest soul i ever had....that's ridicuelously sad...i don't like that at all actually..but everyone will meet somehow...in different situation.....
happy......in love...then i believe coincidence....never know who i'm gonna meet, never know how,when,who....coincidence make me believe in it.....after getting it...then it flows to confuse....always asking about the coincidence is right..or wrong....happiness is always become a decision for me....and maybe i'm just too much thinking about it over and over again...happiness can pass by just like that....then when it pass...i start to believe in faith....
Wondering.....wondering why so many things happen....and sometimes even wondering why no things happening... i often thinking why my life path goes like this and that....is that a coincidence?????....then it goes...damn it...why???why i did that...why i didn't....lot of things comes out as regrets.....then maybe i learnt...learnt from my regret....learnt from my error...learnt from my right.....
One thing for sure....when i become the coincidence...it does scary n pressuring if i cannot become that perfect coincidence.....but behind all that coincidence...there always be a reason why any step of my life..there always be the purpose...and the reason...to be where I am now..and to be who I am now.....