If I Ain't Got U.....

If I ain't got.......

My family: i'd rather not here than not having my family.......specially dad n mom, without them i won't be here at this moment....n i won't experience great things and i won't have this blessing from them....so yes, i am their blood. i love u both....
My Best buddies: They were the superb people...filling my day, my life and my joy every moment i meet them....they were my sunshine when my life dark....they give their shoulder when i cry....they speak their mind when i needed the most.....they are the 1 who i will share my life with...till we grow old...please remember the days that we've been through friends....

Coincidence...

Coincidence= accidently happen.......
most things happen in my life...seem 80% of it was...coincidence......
I never thought things 'like that or like this' happen....it just did...sometimes it make u sad....it make u happy... often confuse...often wondering....its like dejavu in some ways to any link of other people life....
I would say i like and i don't like coincidence...too many of that is shocking me...in many different conclusion of course...like i said before...
Sad.......it does sad that living.....and seeing...people of whom i love...gone with lot of fighting in her life...what a coincidence i have the experience of losing someone...who one of the closest soul i ever had....that's ridicuelously sad...i don't like that at all actually..but everyone will meet somehow...in different situation.....
happy......in love...then i believe coincidence....never know who i'm gonna meet, never know how,when,who....coincidence make me believe in it.....after getting it...then it flows to confuse....always asking about the coincidence is right..or wrong....happiness is always become a decision for me....and maybe i'm just too much thinking about it over and over again...happiness can pass by just like that....then when it pass...i start to believe in faith....
Wondering.....wondering why so many things happen....and sometimes even wondering why no things happening... i often thinking why my life path goes like this and that....is that a coincidence?????....then it goes...damn it...why???why i did that...why i didn't....lot of things comes out as regrets.....then maybe i learnt...learnt from my regret....learnt from my error...learnt from my right.....
One thing for sure....when i become the coincidence...it does scary n pressuring if i cannot become that perfect coincidence.....but behind all that coincidence...there always be a reason why any step of my life..there always be the purpose...and the reason...to be where I am now..and to be who I am now.....

Say 'Hip' to the 'Hop'...i love to move..forever

Kenny Wormald ,Bow to u...

JP San Pedro, Move it move it....

Alvin De Castro, Beat and Beat it...

Eunhyuk, I Salute u for the Poppin'

BoA, prove girls can dance like boys...

Omarion- work out that bods while move...

LeeEthuk, the 2 in 1 package

My Dance Passion...My passion is Dance....My hobbies is dance...I love Dance....

" bring me to the studio....and get the radio...lets move ur hip and say yey hooo..."
**bow to u guys....and hope to move like them,having dance attitude like them....let's move...

Below and above the sky....

I like travelling...n these photos was taken around my own country indonesia and some from overseas....everytime i come back from travelling...i never realise...that so many sky and view picture that i had taken during my travelling...why i took those pictures heh???
looking at those right now... i guess i know why....
my last trip was at the...hongkong-china (quilin-shenzhen-quangzhou)...whenever i took the beautiful sky and scenery i always stand alone in the corner...looking how big-blue sometimes dark-and i was wondering...why the hell the sky looks beautiful no matter what the season is-weather is-wherever they are....it bring me to where i stand as a person..human...sometimes 'bad weather''bad season''wherever we are'...it will come now and then....but how we gonna overcome it 'beautifully'...maybe the sky..they don't need to search why, what and how...that's not fair isn't it?=D....and they always stand still beautifully and amazingly...well 1 thing...i realised that i have the power to see the sky...the sky might not know me as i know them...i have power to make my life...to make myself...looking beautifully inside and out...coz i know i have the will and the power to do it...no matter how hard-how sad-how terrible-how difficult it will be as the bad weather come in the sky...
i hope i can be like the sky in wherever they were...like those pics that i had taken...i only hope i can overcome and make my bad weather passes...n makes me beautiful or even more beautiful....me.

Everyone look forward

People come...'say hay'...'nice to meet u'...'lets be friends'....n then time moving on...sometimes we don't even care whether he was there or not...happy or sad...(but mostly the person who i was talking about take cigs alot with me outside palm village *SHUT UP!)...till where i realise couldn't see him again like i use to...cannot tortured him is the most heart broken feeling i ever had.
All comes out from my heart goes to my lips was..."good luck friends...i know u will"...n the next goes.."thanx for the dinner men u shld do it more often with us...threat us more i mean" =D...
well i don't like history..honestly i hate the long history things...in the school subject-in my life-in peoples life....i just hate history...
once i was sleeping in history class...n got caught...teacher ask me to come n see her...(i heard she pass away already...rest in peace 'mam)...n she said...bla bla black sheep...n i just answered..." sorry mrs.gupta..i don't like history...for me FUTURE is better.."...she look at me...n there it goes my 1st and last detention i ever had....=D
the main point is...look forward-aim forward-never look back...why i have to know war things intead love happens...anyway anything in the future is always more exciting...n its 'us' the 1 who choose how we want to be...
So my friends...n myself...r we excited to get into the future????u have the answer....

1st Typo

what the hell....making a bloq bcoz of my colleque...always update her bloq everytime during office hour....
let me tell u more abour her now:,,,,,her name is MS.A...or more specific...ms. AY...hwhwhw....
yah rite and now she's making stupid note by saying "thanx to her that i can make this bloq happen..." bla bla bla ye ye ye....
hahaha...yah rite since we are just1.5 m away sitting to each other...always making stupid jokes...n look @ each other as anything strange happening sorround us....yah again thx to her that at last i'm making a bloq...wait let me just post little more of her here...instead of me...since she like to b the main cast...hahahaha
So let's play hard...work hard....life easy...smile easy...this is my bloq...this is my life...XoXoXoXoXoXoXo